Now what?

I have denied, gotten very angry, cried ALOT..... Finally accepted that this is real and I can't fix it. Now what.... ? I just go on, Tyler is a perfectly normal 3 and 1/2 month old baby. The enzymes, the salt in his bottles, the airway clearances....etc. Its all normal to me now. I do get very nervous taking him for his cf appointments. But I think that's because I still have so many questions. Usually the doc's response is"we have to wait and see", I'm trying to get used to that too. The unknown is the hardest part.